February 2012

We decided to move to Lyman, found a place to move, moved out of our Green River apartment, and started cleaning and painting the new place all within a week! Whew! With Tyler being placed out of town for his entire 2 weeks on work weeks we decided that there is no reason for us to be living in Green River, especially when I hate it so badly. He has heard rumor that he will be in Casper/Cody areas until the end of April, and then North Dakota after that, and Pennsylvania after that. So the future was looking lonely in my eyes, and scary being alone that much pregnant. So we caught word of good little house to rent, and it all just worked out. It needs a LOT of cleaning, and we are pretty much painting the entire house before moving in, so for now we are staying at my mom and dad's house. Jax has struggled with it all not knowing what is really going on. He keeps asking to go "home to Green River." It makes me sad because he doesn’t realized that he has a home, but he is sick of "living" at Grandma's and Papa's. Hopefully this weekend we can get things painted and start  moving things in slowly next week and get us all settled in.

We are continuing to search our hearts out for different jobs that will provide a better home life for us, but nothing seems to be working out. We are not stopping hoping though….for now. Its hard and I cry constantly, but hopefully living in Lyman will help me to be able to be happier and not so lonely all the time.

The baby is doing great! She is a complete WIGGLE WORM! We had our target ultrasound and even the doctor said she wouldn’t hold still long enough to hardly get all the  measurements she needed! Oh brother….hopefully not another Jax on our hands! She also confirmed that it is very much a girl! Such a relief to know now 2 people say it's all girl!

We also all had dentist appointments…Jaxson's first! I was so nervous for his to go because he is quite a stinker at times, and really cannot hold still! But he watched me get my teeth cleaned, then watched as they started Tyler's, and was so excited when it was his turn. He climbed up in laid down in the chair and didn't hardly move. He though he was hot stuff! Then as he watched Tyler again, Dr. Clifford came in and let him help check daddy's cheeks and neck, and all sorts of stuff. He had a blast!